It's been a while

I have been trying to keep busy and not let life affect me too much. For the most part it was working. I was able to hear from hubs almost every day via email and he was finally going to call home. I had company come in last weekend and it was helping to make the time pass quicker. Then we went into river city and it all just fell downhill from there. I am finally back into working out full time and doing p90x plus getting on the elliptical a couple times a day. I am hoping to get back to where I was before he left soon! River city was only supposed to last a couple days but it has been 8 days so far and counting. There isn't an end in sight anytime soon and I have come to realize that. Yesterday I tried so hard to make it a decent day. I got my workout in and even found the military star cards deployment program which I think might be a big help. But when I checked our pay it's $150 less b/c they took our bas from when pat was on ship in july. So i am not quite sure how I will swing everything but I am going to try my hardest to figure it out before payday next week. It's aggravating b/c I can't talk 2 Pat to tell him and well IDK it just is lol. I am doing my best to hold it together but stupid little things keep happening. Yesterday Mia's dvd player took a shit. The girl cant sleep without Dora IDK. But I think I solved that problem by allowing her to use Skyler's and giving Skyler the ps2. Well it's still before 6am here so I think I am going to finish up my coffee get on the elliptical and get some of my workouts done for today. I also have an autumn tutu to make for a 3/8 wife. I will post pics later of it.