I am back...

I haven't been writing, but then again why should I have been? There is so much I am not allowed to say, even though I want to scream it from the top of my lungs. I have to keep quiet to protect the men and women that protect us. It's been an extremely rough couple of weeks, very busy, very insane. We are getting through it all and my to do list is getting shorter, but so are my days. I haven't had a chance to workout in over a week, and that's really getting to me, but making sure my family is okay is a little more important. The corps well they are the corps and
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With that said so much has changed and will continue to change over the next few weeks. We are busy preparing and also preparing Skyler to start school next week. I have so much anxiety and stress right now I am surprised I have keeled over and died yet. There have been times that I have wanted to act like a 2 year old, not that it would get me my way. We have a long weekend ahead but it is jammed packed with things to do and the weather isn't making the situation better. Today we wanted to take the kids to Swansboro for so go cart fun, but the weather is horrid, so I doubt that will happen. We will try for tomorrow I suppose and we also have Edwards birthday dinner tomorrow. Sunday we have a final get together at our place, so I have to go out and get the food for that as well. I'm still in shock about the current events and I am slowly working through it. I have been keeping my mind occupied as much as possible, mostly by keeping music on and cleaning the house. We managed to organize and clean the garage last weekend. Hopefully Pat will have enough time to finish our home gym.
I recently completed a few tutu orders:) they came out really cute.
I recently cut ties with a "friend" from years ago after a comment made. All I have to say is my decision has def been justified over the last few weeks. No phone calls, no nothing to see how I have been doing. I am just done with it. Done playing nice, done pretending to care, done putting in all the effort. I feel so cleansed. One less thing to worry about and well to be honest one less person to be mad at all the time. I just can't take it anymore. We are nothing alike at this point and I am surprised I let it drag on this long. Well I am going to sign off for now and look for some songs to download.